venkat83

And as we loved...
message #1 posted 2008-06-14 at 12:12:23

Do you want to know how i fell in love with a guy. His name was dewan.you know "dewan"-in my mother-tongue is called an angel/cupid.He was really the1.the wheatish,fixing eyes,slender built and above all his longing looks for me.He was not a bad effimenate man but he had this caring and sharp voice.He would pretend not looking at me but everytime from any distant his eyes will not forget this target,even in crowd.On All these times,i have thanked love as i was enjoying them as well.once you start liking someone,you notice every atom of them.so was he like a shadow followed me. Their was1 quality in him.It was his devotion for me which he exhibited all the time. Our first meeting happened here in the office.As am in QE he was also but he worked for automation.I remember very good, he was not there on my first day at our office.he occupied the last row next to me and i can always look at him diagnol.so was he.we used to greet each other.The first days at my first company were so10sed.We, people here mostly leave by evening 7 so we used to go for snacks at 6 pm.he called me once.i was surprised but their was no connection-i realised.And slowly everywhere he spotted me i saw him moving slowly towards me,noticing me but very casually.one time he put his hand from behind on my right shoulder standing to my left.i dont know but i felt happy.those were great periods,when he would wish me everytime he passes by,i would walk to his desk.he called me for lunch once.he came to my desk.he said he is going for lunch.but i was waiting for a go-signal from my friends.so i told him am waiting for them.he said he is moving.i didn't say anything.i just looked his eyes.he understood that i want him to wait.he never said anything but after a while i realised that i was looking at him very deep without realising that people were around.so was he.he then went away.i enjoyed those moments and it was first time i understood how deep he loved me and
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